Asalamualaikum,salamukhwwah islamiyyah :)
hello beautiful and handsome people! whatssup? hope all of u are doing fine :')
i was so boring.. macam-macam fikir today dorg g outstation so lagi la boring dan keje banyak.. So my friend calls me this evening,right at that moment that i am crying because i have just opened an anniversary card from ?? rahsiaaa haha..*agak poyo kan anniversary card kunun,macam org ngah angau bercinta cintun plak opss kehkeh btw
it was so so so beautiful and she lives so far away. Sampai kat ofis taw..nampak tak persahabatan even bertahun tak meet,even jauh tapi masih dekat di hati kecil molek kami ni heheehe
we have this conservatiom , my friend and me. I tell her that i am having great difficulty handling
the emotions associated with letting go of my (SECRET) -.-'
i tell her and she agrees that its really ironic that i am having this problem ..considering the fact that i was so intent on getting away from my own (secret) as a young woman hahahah ( i am right? ) *xmaw ketawa eh, sekali sekala nak terasa macam tu..whoaaaaaaa *.
And without missing a beat, she says she thinks that there is a ying and yang here.. that is, the emotions that drove me to leave my past behind.. are related to the emotions that I am experiencing now..
she has known me all my life of course. She reminds me that as a child I had what we call the “comellll,dia datang?” (memang keluarga atau kawan dekat semua panggil iolx comel so no wonder la da besar lg comel kan kan ? *perasan
dia tu dorg la i mean..faham ke tak? mesti uolx tak faham. (LOL haha)
Tapi jauh di sudut hati i miss her so much much more..ramai sgt 'her' nya hehehe..
iolx pun tak faham apa fefeling yang iolx rasa,macam jauh ada macam dekat dunia dan akhirat.
Taip pun tunggang langgang sorry la ya mood kacau ok!
thats all i guess from me, have a nice day and happy monday ya readers :)






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